I've been searching for some answers. You used to help me, but now I'm on my own. And I've been wondering, if you were lying when you told me, that things would be okay. Because I can't recognize myself, inside or out. I'm losing balance. And you will never know what's inside my head. My thoughts are getting the best of me.

And now my thoughts are taking over.

If explanations don't reside here, then why do I keep on pretending to know everything around me? Since I am clueless of what my outcome is. I don't want to be afraid anymore.

And now my thoughts are taking over.

And I know it's been a while, but I still have much to learn. You started something beautiful, but I just let it burn. And I know it's been some time now, but recently I've been such a mess. Some days I feel as if I have a purpose. Some days I think that I'd be better off dead.

And I can't explain why I feel so lost. I keep moving forward, so I believe I will find my way. Although I'm confident in myself, at times my mind is a plague. All I know is I am human, & this is all I will ever be.

Is this all I will ever be? Skin & bones, a few opinions, I need to know if this is all I'll be.